Wellness Reproductive Health Chrissy Teigen Marks Anniversary of Miscarriage in Emotional Instagram Post: 'Mom and Dad Love You Forever' "They told me it would get easier but yeah, that hasn’t started yet." By Maggie O'Neill Maggie O'Neill Maggie O’Neill is a health writer and reporter based in New York who specializes in covering medical research and emerging wellness trends, with a focus on cancer and addiction. Prior to her time at Health, her work appeared in the Observer, Good Housekeeping, CNN, and Vice. She was a fellow of the Association of Health Care Journalists’ 2020 class on Women’s Health Journalism and 2021 class on Cancer Reporting. In her spare time, she likes meditating, watching TikToks, and playing fetch with her dog, Finnegan. health's editorial guidelines Published on September 29, 2021 Share this page on Facebook Share this page on Twitter Share this page on Pinterest Email this page Last year, Chrissy Teigen revealed that she suffered a miscarriage. On September 30, 2020, Teigen shared with her followers on Instagram that she and husband John Legend lost their unborn son. Now, a year later, Teigen is sharing a photo to commemorate that sad anniversary. Getty Images "To the son we almost had," Teigen, 35, started the caption. "A year ago you gave me the greatest pain I could ever imagine to show me I could survive anything, even if I didn't want to." In the photo, Teigen is shown in her hospital bed with tears on her cheeks, as Legend comforts her. @chrissyteigen - Instagram "I didn't get to take care of you but you came and went to get me to love myself and take care of myself because our bodies are precious and life is a miracle," Teigen continued. "They told me it would get easier but yeah, that hasn't started yet. Mom and dad love you forever. Chrissy Teigen Reveals She's Undergoing Endometriosis Surgery—Here's What That Procedure Might Look Like Over the past year, Teigen has spoken out about the loss of her son, Jack, and the aftermath of the miscarriage on Instagram. As recently as last week, on September 18, she shared with fans how difficult it was to feel comfortable in her body after the miscarriage—especially without a baby to breastfeed. "When you lose a baby halfway through, your body just pauses," she said. "Not only are you extremely diabolically sad at what could have been, but you have this daily reminder every time you look in the mirror." And earlier this year in February, on what would've been the week her unborn son Jack would've been born, she shared an emotional tweet with her fans: "My little Jack would have been born this week so I'm a bit off," she wrote. "I truly feel kicks in my belly, but it's not phantom...the period feeling this month is exactly like baby kicks. Sigh." Fans and fellow celebrities showed support by commenting on Teigen's most recent Instagram post. "Beautifully written," model Ashley Graham wrote, while actress Gabrielle Union commented: "Love u." A fan commended Teigen for being honest about her suffering on social media, writing: "Thank you for your openness and courage to share your grief and pain." Was this page helpful? Thanks for your feedback! Tell us why! Other Submit